im outta ideas for art now !
RARR... finally feel the urgency now.
ha ! i do rmb your birthday ok!
it's TMR XD
yeap. you'll get ur present tmr =D
gone for my art~


i'm afraid...

Traumatized by your love.
Sunday, September 24, 2006 7:09 PM
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6:43 PM
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I'M HEI PI !

urms.
have a LITTLE quarrel with mummy :x
i didnt mean it. but i was kinda fed up tat the family is like always complaining, and not saying out things to settle. so i told mum blahhhhh~

stayed at home todae to rush my art.
went for tution in morning.

Yesterdae...
Yeap, gonna buy three birthday presents and buy clothes for grad nite. AND IM BROKE :( so i cant spend my money on clothes anymore. gottastart savingnow.
Bused to town to meet jana and mc. Alighted at scotted rd. walked to somerset. weeet on the way there, there are like some cute guys giving out flyers. whahhaha. they asked me to take one but HIYA ! i didnt take.

i wanted to buy the mango tee or the annasui purse but sadly, i cant spend the money X((((

When we were at far east, there's superband autography session going on.

and OH ! now then i noticed tat there are two cuteeee one in the grp SOUL.yahs. both of them are real cute. haha. more to english kind boy. haa

Went to arena after tat. and yahs, i left earlier. haha. Xinyi saw me in the interchange but i was like so into my walking, tat i didnt hear her calling me. headed to cck to meet bx. kinda like guide him in doing the 2005 O's paper. and he said i was like torturing him by giving him lots of qn (set by ME :] ) and dun give him clues. yup. went home arnd 10 plus then.

hahhaha. Jere got back his phone and i didnt know it's his own no. at first. lol~ no wonder it's so familiar. HA ! FINALLY !

anyway, HURHUR !


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3:15 PM
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erm. collected my top !
it's two pieces. the second piece was like abit too big for me ?
nah. it's ok. overall it's alright. haha

wtf ~
kena followed by a cat todae ?!
when i got lost.
i was so scare tat i ran. yahs i know i shldnt have run. but who will think so much bout it when you're scared ?
haha. Saw a guy in front and i ran to him, hid behind him. LOL! i know it's embarrassing :xxx
BUT I WAS REALLY SCARED OF THE CAT. it looks scary, fat daoooo~

haha. he managed to frighten the cat awae. although i dunno how he did it.
hehe. tat guy was somehow cute too. Lmao. was embarrassed infront of a cute guy. eeek. lol. he was a hockey boy, i guess! haha. holding the stick mah. he was like lauhging at me too.. @()*##)@$(
he's called brendan. haha.

anyw, at least there's some improvement in my art. i managed to draw sth just now. yeahhhhh~

oh yahs. and my com was suddenly so lag todae. hurhur !

it just stucked there. HUR !


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Friday, September 22, 2006 10:15 PM
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im happy cause at least you care.
HEE :)

haha. mc didnt manage to wake up this morning.
if it wasnt my msg, she would have sleep until ....
and i would be waiting and waiting for her.
fell asleep on bus. TIRED !
we thot we would be late for sch. ha but just in time to settle down with the rest.

yeap. got back our Social and Maths paper1.
omgg~ my social was like shyt. got only 14/50 ?!
i just dont know how to tackle with all these skills. argh.
and my maths paper1. yahs although i didnt do tat well, BUT AT LEAST I IMPROVED :D ! this shows i really put in effort ok. hee
from a failure to a pass ! got 50/80.
Gonna work even much much harderrrrrrr to achieve my olvl aim of A2 for total all.

oh yes! collected the ticks for the grad nite. i chose a nice no. 052 =)
and argh.. we are table no.6 but we are like near to entrance ? and not dancefloor. eeee.. so far behind. budden it's good tat the surrounding tables are mostly from 4D.

and yahs i didnt know wad to wear if the lil dress is sold out !
*pray hard it doesnt.

yeap. gtg to collect my preordered top now.
IT HAS ARRIVED SPORE. XD


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4:52 PM
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HOOORAY~
PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER =D
nahs~ so wad. Olvl is getting even near then.
but it's like i can finally have a nice sleep after days and days of midnite mugging. haha. but still i fell asleep =X

ohhhhs ! im short of money now.
Have been buying tops and accessories.
Jasper's, Jana's, Egg's & Delun's Birthday are reaching soon.
gotta save up some money for their present.

RARRR~ one more person knows bout my surname again !
and yahs, he laughs at it too. POUTS. haha. NVM ! it's a cute surname ok !

Yeap, May just called to inform tat todae's maths tuition is cancelled. erms, so the dae was kinda wasted ! didnt say earlier. if not i could have went out with Beena and gang.

and yes yes. i didnt go out with my two lovely darlings for soooo long.
We must find one dae to go :D
and for the grad nite. hehe yeah.

#

yahs, lotsa stuffs flashed in my mind.
i just dont wish to think so much bout it.
it's of no use to think bout. just a waste of my brain cells =D

Traumatized by your love.
Thursday, September 21, 2006 5:45 PM
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HURMPF.
my beautiful mood is spoilt.

Am kinda fed up with this person.
Plus my sis is @(&#(*@&# away ~
which makes me even more fed up.
& i asked her to shut her nonsense. Always makin everyone unhappy. Rarr!

Woke up arnd 8 this morning.
Prepared the notes and book for later-on Studies.
So, went to library with mc.
YES, she taught me POA. hee Thank you !
and i understood ok ! im just afraid i'll forget the format after todae :xx

Finished and headed to pizza hut.
CURRY ZAZZLE CURRY ZAZZLE ! :D


the feeling sux abit though.
im feeling so cold, the curry zazzle is too hot plus it's damn spicy which makes my tears out, the pepsi is too frizzy. then my gastric hurts after eating. must be cause i ate only hello panda and coffee for the whole dae only and the spice irritates it. it's still hurting now X( !

Went Woodlands to collect my top.
Yes. ha ! i bought another top again.
ahh. im been buying tops nowadaes and not bottoms.
Gone- study for maths =D

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006 9:02 PM
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HELLO PANDA ~!

yes!
gonna end my prelims soon.
aww~ but once prelim ended, it's time for o's.
gotta be real mugging !

oh yahs. paid money for a top online todae.
wahhaha. it'll be arriving spore in a few daes time =D happy !
fast fast fast !

had art and hist exams todae.
and ya, im feeling really sleepy when having my hist.
was thinking of wad clothes to buy nxt :x i jus couldnt concentrate on the structure essay. =( cause i cant rmb wad to write.
and i slept for 30 mins. nice one XD

had art.
and i forgot to put my bag outside the hall.
and it was with me the whole exam time. HA.

oh yes yes yes. im looking forward to meeting Ld on sunday XD
ohssss so long nvr see you le. kinda miss ya ! haa
and im gona ask him those maths qn tat i duno.

---

btw, THANKS UH jere !
your wonderful suggestion of coloring my buddha black and red.
it makes my buddha looks as if its blood is gg to burst out anytime.
luckily i changed it to gold instead for my exam piece. haha =P

aww~ hate to see jana feeling this way.
and i jus couldnt do anything to make her happy. argh.
useless fren of hers X(
haa. but i'll always be there for a listening ear XD

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Monday, September 18, 2006 6:01 PM
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FCUK !
when i was sleeping, i stretched my legs and GUESS WHAT?!
MUSCLE CRAMPS !
( yahs, i didnt know it's muscle cramp in the first place. cause i nvr experience it before how will i noe wad's the feeling, ha! )
i've in painpainpainpainpain !
tears are flowing out already. argh
struggled, tossing and turning and i was like shouting for mum for help !
but my voice is like so weak tat she wont hear it from her room. even my sis who's folding her blanket at tat time didnt know wad happen.
and ya, when they realised it, the cramp is fading (_--) and it was like 15 mins after.

hahhahaa. and ya, all thanks to my cramps to make me wake up. it's 5.30 by then. or else i will be late for sch.

yeap. Chinese Paper1&2 todae.
i kept falling asleep. HAIS ! which make me cannot finish my paper.
HURHUR ! im reallly sleeeeepy.

yahs. bought pasta sauce home and cooked =DDD heee.
Really have to do my art alr ya !

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Friday, September 15, 2006 3:34 PM
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HURHUR !?!
XXXXXX is attached to XXXXXX ?!
awww~ she's damn damn fortunate to have him la ~ haha.

anyw, finished mathPaper1 and SS todae.
Gona flunk Social studies for sure.
i studied conflict over fishing ground but it came out idealogy conflict =(
i didnt study for that hur.
total blankness in my mind !
and so, no need to study much for hist.
can spend my time to concentrate on my art =D

and oh yes. received my necklace ytd which i bought online.
and ya... dont like it tat much now. urm but ! alright luhh.

MUGGGGGGING for my physic and poa this time !

hurhur.
are you ignoring me ? :(

Traumatized by your love.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 3:22 PM
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Yeapyeap.

English Paper1 & Chemistry tmr !
Stress X(

Skip PE todae, i was sleepy sleepy during Chem lesson.
and studied for chem during art lesson.
RARRRR~ Dongxu talked & talked. and kept asking me things.
I just wanna concentrate ~ But yeah, i still managed to figure out the marcomolecules =) not bad yea ! with the help of yq too !
Chinese lesson studied for chem too. haa. i wanna score well la X(

So backed home. gona study again :(
and oh yes. paid for the necklaces alr. bought it online =)
Gonna get it two daes later ! XDD

MUG MUG MUG !


Traumatized by your love.
Monday, September 11, 2006 4:15 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO CINDY & WENJIA ! :):):)

Went out with cindy in the afternoon.
Gosh. i managed to know tat it was her birthday only the dae before.

Went town & bugis.
YES ! i went to change money and pulled her into the neo machine and CHEEKA !



She was like so moooody.
Tried entertaining her. But finally was out of topic. hahaha.
She's a big bully ! HA. keep strangling me X(
Got to know wad happened to her. Cause she accidentaly sent me a msg which supposed to send to someone else. Girl, just CHEER UP LA ! it's ur birthdae !

Same problem goes to Jana.
Hope to be there for her =)
Met her after that.
Intend to study in the library. But we ended up chatting there.
Surprisingly, i wasnt in a good mood too. i do have my own problems.
Haa. Jana went to find her classmates and pooled.
I've no mood for that, therefore went home.

Haa. on the way back home, when i was walking through the interchange, there's this saleman from taka jewellery, giving me the flyer, saying " Hey xiaojie, ji de wo ma? (hey miss, rmb me ?) " HAHAH ! firstly, im still so small, will i buy these jewels. haa. secondly, i nvr ever noticed the ppl at the interchange, how will i rmb you. i have never talked to you before ah.

MUG MUG MUG !
LIXUE, you have to mug like hell for now !

there's art lesson tmr.
but my art was like freezing. @*#&@(# X(


Traumatized by your love.
Sunday, September 10, 2006 7:36 PM
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ohs shyt!
i fcuking hate my hair now.
it was like gg back to tat bowl head.
RAHHHHHHH ~ !

Traumatized by your love.
Friday, September 08, 2006 8:15 PM
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awww~ if only someone would give me a kinder bureo everydae. :x
WAHAHAHHAA !



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6:58 PM
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Gosh.
This week was wasted.
i didnt get to study much =(((
still being so slacky.

Wed 6/9
went to ikea with jana.
walked arnd.
hees. those stuffs there are so cute. and yea, saw the meatballs ! =DDDD
and then to queensway. wanna check out the price for the jersey.

and bus-ed to jp to meet alvin & melvin for studies.
mac this time. melvin was like so emo. haha. cheer up la.
went to arena for pooled. we waited quite some time for our turn. and i got to play 2 rounds and im off to meet bx.

i was damn hungry by then.
for the whole dae, i ate only a hotdog from ikea and some scoops of mc flurry.
HAHA. i thot he was joking but he really brought food for me. thanks anyw !
RAHHHH~ okay. i brought it home to eat.
and gosh, the curry spilt onto my top. hurhur. nvm. hhaa.

As for today,
i kept tossing and turning in my bed in the morning.
thinking of my prelims. im damn damn damn worried for it. there isnt much time left and im still not studying for it. and so, i woke up at 8am and studied !
HA !miracle huh. it's the first time im up at 8am to study. lol. practised some maths qn. aww~ and im so lousy. at noon time , im feeling sleepy. took a nap.

hees ~ woot so sweet of Nicholas to buy some food for me when he knew tat i didnt had my lunch yet. not even breakfast ='( WAHHAHAA ! and guess wad?!
IT'S PASTA !!!! =DDD my favourite pasta mania ! hehe. he bought spicy chicken. thank you ! im shocked to see your msg asking me to see wad's in front of my doorstep uh.

and im off to tuition in the evening.


i longed for your hug.




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Thursday, September 07, 2006 8:57 PM
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WHEEEE !
bbq at fels place todae.
erm.. or shld i sae ytd ? cause it 1.22am now. yup, it's on the sat, tat's it.

woke up late.
Was feeling lazy.
Budden pulled myself up and went to find jana at her nearby CC, to take my stuffs. i need it for tuition later on. CRIES~

Went to meet mc after tat.
the time was still early. So i went to jp and walked one round.
In for breadtalk. Gosh. saw those delicious bread and pastries. WOAHH.
i cant resist the temptation and bought three of them =X i was like abit stupid la. bbq later on, and i stil buy bread for wad. hhaa. nvm ~ save it for tmr's breakfast, lunch and dinner =D



The girls had alr started the fire when we came.
Alright. Kept forcing them to go rest and we took over.
I was the satay girl =D However, Fel's mum wasnt satisfied with the satay. HAHA. some of them were burnt :xx





mr sausage :)



yeap, when yq came, mc & i kajiao her. put charcoal on her face.
and she didnt know wad happen at first. hahah.


Yeap. managed to take pics with some of them.

My Fireman !


&MEL


&BEEP


&MONI


&FEL



&SOONHOW


&ALGEAN


AND MY LIL EXTRA :DDD


Hiding at the bushes for some light.



YupYup. and we played murderer. Gosh~ call me unlucky or wad. For the first three round, i was the police. Being the police wasnt good. haha. cause i cant figure out who's the murderer. and there's punishment. you can choose to be pushed into the pool or dancing in the shower. hhaa. I tried both. Yq&Beep danced too. Others chose to be pushed.

And was cold enough. They used COLD water bomb. hhaha. *trembling.





A great time with all of YOU ! =DDD


They went to Beep hse for mahjong after tat.
HA. i also dont know how to play. so three of us went home.
eeeek. was really curious to know wad the guys were up to.

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Sunday, September 03, 2006 1:21 AM
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NICE DAE :)

woot. woke up at 6am. Prepared to go for tuition at 8am.
We discussed for the sept schedule. Phew~ luckily they arent free on diff daes.
Had a hard time deciding. Finally, it was fixed on Mondae and Fridae.

Met jana for studies todae.
Saw a girl on train todae. She looks so familiar. but i jus cant rmb who is she. haha. Dont know if it's jasmine.
Went to suntec mac to study.
Nah... in the end ate our lunch onli. then we went back to jurong.
Gona study with alvin and melvin.
They were lazy to go far, so they suggested jp library. nearest to them.
We reached there earlier than them.

Yup. Very long didnt talk to alvin alr. First time talking to melvin.
hhahaha. alright la. he was quite friendly. i thot it'll be weird, remain silent. hhaa. but it didnt turn out to be.
Studied for few hrs and we went to arena for pool.

Rahhh. They called alot of ppl but they werent free to go.
Jana and i were trembling in the arena. haha. Cause the people looked so fierce.
Jana didnt even realise tat we were laughing at her. hahaha. she's so blur not to notice it. SHHHHH~

OH YES ! bbq tmr !
and im HAPPYHAPPY ! mum allowed me to skip tmr's tuition ! Not because of the bbq la. just tat i dun feel like gg.




-A secret that no one knows.
the hurting that i used to get from you.

Traumatized by your love.
Friday, September 01, 2006 9:41 PM
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